I was thinking about what it means to Fly Away and I realized that maybe,
I like being alone more than I know. That maybe being alone makes me happy. That I am happier alone. That my home is fine without anybody in it. I would like to fly into the sun and become something altogether new.
Something the world has never seen. Something I can hold my head high about. I've been drug down so low.
Being free means I would have to remarry or live alone. I want to live alone until I find the right person. The tears didn't come this time. Instead, I just hated him. Hated him, and wanted to be alone. Alone where I can hear myself think. Alone where I can find some decent peace. I may well be alone for a very long time.
This time, I am going to marry a rich man. And I'm never going to go hungry again. He is going to buy me all the comforts of a home that I've so dearly longed for. He doesn't have to be beautiful. Just a good man, a man I can love. I am looking for someone who thinks I am pretty. Someone with money. Someone I can have children with. Someone to pay all the bills. Because I have had it up to my life with people who can't help me. I'm going to marry a man who will provide for me...And I'm never going to go hungry again!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.////
Tuesday, November 7, 2017
Friday, November 3, 2017
"For The Children"
Alot of Bad People Are Standing On The Graves Of The Little Children and Stomping around and trampling down the grass and being mean and telling them they can't do the things they need to do in order to survive. "You can't do this" "You can't do that, either" Ugh. Rules and laws are restrictive and cruel. Without opportunities to grow the world will die. Everyone will die. If we don't protect the Ones Who Need Protection and stand up for the Ones that Need to be Stood Up For-- the less fortunate, the weak, the hungry and poor and sick.
In short, there are alot of bullies trampling down the everyday people. There needs to be a change, or we are all going to die of starvation and poverty.
There are the humblest and meekest people working so hard right now to make the world a better place! All around. There are people cleaning the toilets with toothbrushes! I've never seen this before. There are people trying to feed themselves. People trying to stay warm. People working for "the man". We are being abused and spit on. The world is old and decrepit like an elderly person and this elderly person is being enslaved by a young white rich man with no regard for human dignity. There is nothing sadder. The beating of the elderly is what threw Moses Over The Edge when he saw the elderly people being enslaved. Old people deserve respect. The old people need assistance. Moses saw the egyptians beating their slaves and he prayed so hard the civilization of Egypt was crumbled to rubble. They were tired and sick and moses showed them a Better Way. Led them Out of Captivity.
Thank You
Caroline Sullivan
Alot of Bad People Are Standing On The Graves Of The Little Children and Stomping around and trampling down the grass and being mean and telling them they can't do the things they need to do in order to survive. "You can't do this" "You can't do that, either" Ugh. Rules and laws are restrictive and cruel. Without opportunities to grow the world will die. Everyone will die. If we don't protect the Ones Who Need Protection and stand up for the Ones that Need to be Stood Up For-- the less fortunate, the weak, the hungry and poor and sick.
In short, there are alot of bullies trampling down the everyday people. There needs to be a change, or we are all going to die of starvation and poverty.
There are the humblest and meekest people working so hard right now to make the world a better place! All around. There are people cleaning the toilets with toothbrushes! I've never seen this before. There are people trying to feed themselves. People trying to stay warm. People working for "the man". We are being abused and spit on. The world is old and decrepit like an elderly person and this elderly person is being enslaved by a young white rich man with no regard for human dignity. There is nothing sadder. The beating of the elderly is what threw Moses Over The Edge when he saw the elderly people being enslaved. Old people deserve respect. The old people need assistance. Moses saw the egyptians beating their slaves and he prayed so hard the civilization of Egypt was crumbled to rubble. They were tired and sick and moses showed them a Better Way. Led them Out of Captivity.
Thank You
Caroline Sullivan
"Opportunity"
What The World- the Economy, The Market, the People, The Land-- what they need, is Opportunities To Grow. We need, for one thing, a Free Market where absolutely Anyone can sell and buy goods. Free Trade. Opportunity. Everyone, regardless of things discrimination prohibits, must be allowed to participate. Everyone. Children too. All the people must be allowed to help, or there will be a stagnation in everything. The world can't grow if it isn't allowed to shed dead matter and grow new abilities. To learn new things. Start something new. Grow a business. Open the doors of the public libraries. Start a school. Write a new book. Hand out money to everyone to stimulate growth.
This country is in a position that it could thrive and grow if we pumped enough money into the economy. Everybody wants to heal. Badly. We all need a little incentive to keep ourselves going. Some people need more than others. Everybody needs help.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
What The World- the Economy, The Market, the People, The Land-- what they need, is Opportunities To Grow. We need, for one thing, a Free Market where absolutely Anyone can sell and buy goods. Free Trade. Opportunity. Everyone, regardless of things discrimination prohibits, must be allowed to participate. Everyone. Children too. All the people must be allowed to help, or there will be a stagnation in everything. The world can't grow if it isn't allowed to shed dead matter and grow new abilities. To learn new things. Start something new. Grow a business. Open the doors of the public libraries. Start a school. Write a new book. Hand out money to everyone to stimulate growth.
This country is in a position that it could thrive and grow if we pumped enough money into the economy. Everybody wants to heal. Badly. We all need a little incentive to keep ourselves going. Some people need more than others. Everybody needs help.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
"Help"
When People Need Help, They Really Need Help.
I look all around me and I see-- alot of Pain. Alot of suffering. alot. There are people who need help all around. There are people within my sphere who need help. Alot of people are dying of sadness!
Alot of people I love are in alot of Pain, and I'm trying to help them.
My father is in Agony right now, and I cannot figure out how to help him. He is very unhappy. I try to think about things that will make him feel better, but I don't have any money. If I had money I could buy the comforts my family needs. But I don't have any money. That's really why they're Unhappy. We all need some money. We need some money. All of us.
So... I think to myself, "What I need to do is go Out into the World and Find Some Money."
So I go out and I look. I get on the internet and look for places I can make money.
I knock on doors and hope they will open. They never open. Sometimes one opportunity will let me in, and I will be allowed to grow and thrive and adapt and live and learn... and someday, I'm going to find one that will let me make money!
I can pray. That's all I can do.
Jesus said "Let Me Make This Mountain a Molehill." And it did! I think, he told us to pray to God to make our troubles go away.... and they did. I pray for there to be a way to make some money. I tried to open a maid business but that beautiful little flower of hope got snuffed out by some surgeon's masks with vaccuum cleaners. It was evil. I thought, "Well that's wicked...." and went on with my life. (That's all you can do!=) ^_^
So I am trying to open a door that will answer me and give me the money I need so I can feed my family. Not just the one living in my house but my parents and grandparents, brother and sister and cousins, aunts and uncles, and close friends. So I will get up and go out every day and try to make the world a better place. I will continue praying and waiting to grow. And I will continue turniung the other cheek. That's all you can do. "No" is just a two-letter word. And it doesn't scare me.
Like JOan of Arc Said, When you get knocked down, you just get back up and fight harder.
You fight harder.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
When People Need Help, They Really Need Help.
I look all around me and I see-- alot of Pain. Alot of suffering. alot. There are people who need help all around. There are people within my sphere who need help. Alot of people are dying of sadness!
Alot of people I love are in alot of Pain, and I'm trying to help them.
My father is in Agony right now, and I cannot figure out how to help him. He is very unhappy. I try to think about things that will make him feel better, but I don't have any money. If I had money I could buy the comforts my family needs. But I don't have any money. That's really why they're Unhappy. We all need some money. We need some money. All of us.
So... I think to myself, "What I need to do is go Out into the World and Find Some Money."
So I go out and I look. I get on the internet and look for places I can make money.
I knock on doors and hope they will open. They never open. Sometimes one opportunity will let me in, and I will be allowed to grow and thrive and adapt and live and learn... and someday, I'm going to find one that will let me make money!
I can pray. That's all I can do.
Jesus said "Let Me Make This Mountain a Molehill." And it did! I think, he told us to pray to God to make our troubles go away.... and they did. I pray for there to be a way to make some money. I tried to open a maid business but that beautiful little flower of hope got snuffed out by some surgeon's masks with vaccuum cleaners. It was evil. I thought, "Well that's wicked...." and went on with my life. (That's all you can do!=) ^_^
So I am trying to open a door that will answer me and give me the money I need so I can feed my family. Not just the one living in my house but my parents and grandparents, brother and sister and cousins, aunts and uncles, and close friends. So I will get up and go out every day and try to make the world a better place. I will continue praying and waiting to grow. And I will continue turniung the other cheek. That's all you can do. "No" is just a two-letter word. And it doesn't scare me.
Like JOan of Arc Said, When you get knocked down, you just get back up and fight harder.
You fight harder.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
"Helping Others"
If You Want To Save Someone's Life, You Should Be Allowed To Do It. It's a Basic Principle of Suffering. Akin to the Sctripture When God Said, "Let There Be Light" in Genesis Chapter One. God said, "Let There Be Light." And suddenly, there was light.... / light is a "way through" a darkness that needed to be penetrated and made whole and right and good again. "where there was dark energy," "let there be light" = hope for the human race. so when we pray for help, God is willing that we ought to recieve that help that we so earnestly seek. You are supposed to "ask, and ye shall recieve. Knock and the door Shall Be Opened. Seek, and Ye Shall Find."
So, when we want to help another person in some way that would benefit them; we should not be prevented from doing so. Flowers bloom and die. weeds grow. life grows and adapts and changes. It heals. Scabs come off. Wars ebb and fade. Peace comes to the mind. Rivers change course and melt into tributaries. Things pass away like the rivers. This too shall pass.
So when I am trying to save a life, God Should never prevent this life from being saved. To prevent something new from growing and adapting and changing and spreading its wings and flying away is... well, unnatural. And the Unnatural is pretty much the Evil.
So If I look at a person and I want to help them, you ought to let me help them. One can only feel "Powerless" for just so long. You can stunt the growth of a great oak or fir tree for only just so long...and then it must grow up and burst the dam and become a full size tree. It is the way of the world. Growth and change. You know, the universe. the structure of it. Don't be unnatural. The unnatural is the nature of the disease. If something cries out for help, you Ought to help it. "Heal"
Heal the Person you can heal. Do what you can, where you are. Do it today. Do it now. Life is ever changing. Time passes. If you don't do what you can, when you see the problem, then bad things will happen, the problem will grow.
So in conclusion--- If you see me trying to grow, don't ever inhibit my growth again. I am a child of the One High God, and I am growing like every other little sunflower of tuna fish in the sea. Let us grow. let Life Be. Live and Let Live. Kill Ye Not Lest Ye Yourselves Be Killed. So...
Don't tell me what to do.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
If You Want To Save Someone's Life, You Should Be Allowed To Do It. It's a Basic Principle of Suffering. Akin to the Sctripture When God Said, "Let There Be Light" in Genesis Chapter One. God said, "Let There Be Light." And suddenly, there was light.... / light is a "way through" a darkness that needed to be penetrated and made whole and right and good again. "where there was dark energy," "let there be light" = hope for the human race. so when we pray for help, God is willing that we ought to recieve that help that we so earnestly seek. You are supposed to "ask, and ye shall recieve. Knock and the door Shall Be Opened. Seek, and Ye Shall Find."
So, when we want to help another person in some way that would benefit them; we should not be prevented from doing so. Flowers bloom and die. weeds grow. life grows and adapts and changes. It heals. Scabs come off. Wars ebb and fade. Peace comes to the mind. Rivers change course and melt into tributaries. Things pass away like the rivers. This too shall pass.
So when I am trying to save a life, God Should never prevent this life from being saved. To prevent something new from growing and adapting and changing and spreading its wings and flying away is... well, unnatural. And the Unnatural is pretty much the Evil.
So If I look at a person and I want to help them, you ought to let me help them. One can only feel "Powerless" for just so long. You can stunt the growth of a great oak or fir tree for only just so long...and then it must grow up and burst the dam and become a full size tree. It is the way of the world. Growth and change. You know, the universe. the structure of it. Don't be unnatural. The unnatural is the nature of the disease. If something cries out for help, you Ought to help it. "Heal"
Heal the Person you can heal. Do what you can, where you are. Do it today. Do it now. Life is ever changing. Time passes. If you don't do what you can, when you see the problem, then bad things will happen, the problem will grow.
So in conclusion--- If you see me trying to grow, don't ever inhibit my growth again. I am a child of the One High God, and I am growing like every other little sunflower of tuna fish in the sea. Let us grow. let Life Be. Live and Let Live. Kill Ye Not Lest Ye Yourselves Be Killed. So...
Don't tell me what to do.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
"Fight Even Harder"
I was very sick the other day, and so I prayed to Saint Joan of Arc. I Thought about Her in My Heart, and I Earnestly asked Her How To Defeat whatever was Harming Onself. She Said, "When You get Knocked down, you have to come Back Harder than Ever Before! You have to Fight Even Harder!"
When you get knocked down, You fight even Harder. You don't give up. Yo keep on fighting.
Courage is the source of the divine. If you aren't brave you won't take the chance that will save your life or get you through whatever is hurting you. Courage is the bow in the bow and arrow. Courage is a way of staying alive. It is not-backing-down. If you keep on fighting and never back down, Then
you will Eventually Win. "Divide and Conquer" "Divided We Fall. Together We Stand" If we stand together as One We Will Come Together and Defeat the loss and confusion we feel. They cannot hurt us anymore than they did. The wild wind calls out your name. It is whispering in the wind. I hear it when the wind blows. it is calling me home. I love you like air and water and light. I am waiting for you to come home. Love will keep us warm on dark nights when there seems to be no answer. It will fortify our house and protect us when we are afraid.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
I was very sick the other day, and so I prayed to Saint Joan of Arc. I Thought about Her in My Heart, and I Earnestly asked Her How To Defeat whatever was Harming Onself. She Said, "When You get Knocked down, you have to come Back Harder than Ever Before! You have to Fight Even Harder!"
When you get knocked down, You fight even Harder. You don't give up. Yo keep on fighting.
Courage is the source of the divine. If you aren't brave you won't take the chance that will save your life or get you through whatever is hurting you. Courage is the bow in the bow and arrow. Courage is a way of staying alive. It is not-backing-down. If you keep on fighting and never back down, Then
you will Eventually Win. "Divide and Conquer" "Divided We Fall. Together We Stand" If we stand together as One We Will Come Together and Defeat the loss and confusion we feel. They cannot hurt us anymore than they did. The wild wind calls out your name. It is whispering in the wind. I hear it when the wind blows. it is calling me home. I love you like air and water and light. I am waiting for you to come home. Love will keep us warm on dark nights when there seems to be no answer. It will fortify our house and protect us when we are afraid.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
"The Bow And Arrows"
The Bow and Arrows is For Me The Most Effective Way Of Praying. You concentrate on a Bow and aim at whatever you are trying to save and sent an arrow with all of your heart,
straight into the target.
It is not a weapon. It is a way of Praying. You think about the person you are trying to tell how you feel, or what it is you need to say or communicate to them, and you "Send" it to them in the form of an arrow. You can send it in the form of a Prayer or the form of a Tear. You can Cry to get all the Pain out. Sometimes the best form of Medicine is the art of Crying. Tears. You cry until you Heal.
A Bow of Arrows is Keen and Firm. It is Strong and Precise. It is Effortless And Sweatproof. You Listen with your heart and you shoot. It works every time. Fluidity of Motion. Effortlessness of Confidence and Ease. Purity of Heart. The Purer your Heart Is, The Better It Works. It's God's Way of Arming His Angels When He Sends Them Into Dark Places.
Effortless Will Move the Waves. Fluidity of Motion Spreads out the Sea. It Soothes the Storms and Calms the Waves. It also heals disease. It will heal you. It will heal anyone who Hopes for it.
Hope is an effortless energy. It floats through the air like music and lands like a butterfly on the heart of the one you love. It is the answer when there is no Way Out.
You Don't Have To Be a particularly Good Person. In fact, you can be a terrible Person! That is why Jesus Christ is so great. You see, He Forgave us when he Died. So that we can come home.
Jesus Knew the art of Motion. He Spent Thirty years of his life listening to the Cosmos with all of his heart. His Parents Must Have Been Something.
He Knew The Ways of the Changing Seasons. He Understood the Laws Of Motion and the Storms at Sea. He Understood the art Of Virtue Like a Great Craftsman. He Was an Artist of the Heart.
He Taught the World How To Use Goodness as an Art to Cast Out Evil. Goodness is an art. It takes concentration and practice.
Anybody can do it. Anywhere, anytime. You don't have to have a good or bad track record. The most so-called "terrible people" can do it. anyone can do it. It Just takes faith and hope. Faith is Hope.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
The Bow and Arrows is For Me The Most Effective Way Of Praying. You concentrate on a Bow and aim at whatever you are trying to save and sent an arrow with all of your heart,
straight into the target.
It is not a weapon. It is a way of Praying. You think about the person you are trying to tell how you feel, or what it is you need to say or communicate to them, and you "Send" it to them in the form of an arrow. You can send it in the form of a Prayer or the form of a Tear. You can Cry to get all the Pain out. Sometimes the best form of Medicine is the art of Crying. Tears. You cry until you Heal.
A Bow of Arrows is Keen and Firm. It is Strong and Precise. It is Effortless And Sweatproof. You Listen with your heart and you shoot. It works every time. Fluidity of Motion. Effortlessness of Confidence and Ease. Purity of Heart. The Purer your Heart Is, The Better It Works. It's God's Way of Arming His Angels When He Sends Them Into Dark Places.
Effortless Will Move the Waves. Fluidity of Motion Spreads out the Sea. It Soothes the Storms and Calms the Waves. It also heals disease. It will heal you. It will heal anyone who Hopes for it.
Hope is an effortless energy. It floats through the air like music and lands like a butterfly on the heart of the one you love. It is the answer when there is no Way Out.
You Don't Have To Be a particularly Good Person. In fact, you can be a terrible Person! That is why Jesus Christ is so great. You see, He Forgave us when he Died. So that we can come home.
Jesus Knew the art of Motion. He Spent Thirty years of his life listening to the Cosmos with all of his heart. His Parents Must Have Been Something.
He Knew The Ways of the Changing Seasons. He Understood the Laws Of Motion and the Storms at Sea. He Understood the art Of Virtue Like a Great Craftsman. He Was an Artist of the Heart.
He Taught the World How To Use Goodness as an Art to Cast Out Evil. Goodness is an art. It takes concentration and practice.
Anybody can do it. Anywhere, anytime. You don't have to have a good or bad track record. The most so-called "terrible people" can do it. anyone can do it. It Just takes faith and hope. Faith is Hope.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
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