Thursday, November 30, 2017

"God Loves Us"
Have You Ever Noticed
The Way God Always Finds A Way For Every Thing
Every Little Living Creature, He Finds Them A Home
It Is The Way Of The World He Loves Us
He Loves Us And We Can Rest In That Knowledge
You Can Sit Down And Rest Knowing He Will Find A Way For You
Somewhere, Somwhow, God Will Provide For You
You Can Rest Knowing He Will Take Care Of You
If You Don't Know What To Do That Is Okay Just Be Still
God May Need Time To Figure Out What Is Going On But Be Patient
He Will Help You If A Door Closes Another Is Opening Up
These Things Happen For A Reason You Have To Be At Peace
If You're Talking To God He Wants To Talk To You Too
We Oughtn't Fight The Ways He Wants Things To Go
You Help Things Grow He Loves Us And Helps Us Grow
That's All Anyone Can Do He Will Nurture Us
It's The Way Of The World Be At Peace
God Loves Us
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

Wednesday, November 29, 2017

"Cooking To Save The World"
Cooking and Eating A Pot Of Soup Together Would Solve World Peace
If People From Different Nations Would Come Together And Cook Things
Bringing Their National Flavors Herbs and Vegetables and Techniques Together
It Could Start At a Summit Or Comittee, Call It "Stone Soup":
You Put A Stone In The Bottom Of A Pot Of Boiling Water and say a Prayer.
  Then,
 Every Country Could Contribute, Bringing One Vegetable Each To A Pot Of Soup
And Work Together To Create A Really Delicious Soup
Then Everybody There Could Eat It Together As One
The Vegetables Could Come From Their Unique Nationalities
Don't Talk, Just Cook.  And Together Just Make Some Really Good International Food
Cooking Together Would Save The World, Bringing World Peace
And People Could Work On Problems Afterward
But All People Really love sharing recipes and eating good food
We Could Share Our Food With Each Other
And Come Up With Some Really Yummy Food!
I Call It "Cooking For The World"
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

Thursday, November 16, 2017

The Stars Are Burning Still and Bright
Awake In My Little Den I am Home
I don't have to look at them to know they are shining
Alive and bright in the night they go on and on
Many Moons I have wandered to land on this Island
This Little Oasis that I call my home
All Far and Near Things coming or going away
And things we cannot understand
Things missing that may never be discovered
Are Waiting silently in the night
Things People don't understand and things Unknown
and Things that are blinking out of life
Things that are passing out of being softly
Like the melting of gentle newfallen snow
The lives that came and gone are sleeping
In the folds of the earth as all of us must go
The stars are burning on and on
Never ending in their constellations
I look up at them and my mind is filled with wonder
All unuttered prayers and unearthly meanings
A star is what I want to be
When I have been knocked out of living
All Death delay and end avoided
We pray to survive the coming winter
All life and living things are shifting
in and out of the sacred design
The Old grow older and the young stay young
and cold and bright are changing form
all things lay secret, unknown and still
no knowing how long they've been laying
and undiscovered to remain they will
no sense in disturbing the living
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
"Quiet of Night"
Quiet Of Night Brings With It a Kind of Stillness
I lay awake, Listening to the patient sounds of the house
Little Creakings and Rising and falling of cars on the highway
Little apparitions reminding me that I am not alone after all
Little voices whispering softly to themselves in the stillness
Things undone and things that desperately need to be done
Waiting for my little boy's footfall on the doorstep
Listening for his own cheerful knock
Being alone and the comforts of the peace therein
The feeling of safety that noone is pursuing oneself
that things are peaceful and safe in an eddy of time
quietly locked away like a little jewelry box
softly waiting to be opened by the boy who loves me
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

Friday, November 10, 2017

"Love Poem"
If I told you I love you I would be too shy to tell you
That you get me though dark nights when I cannot see
And when I feel I cannot go one I imagine you fighting there
and I pray and hold on and it keeps me from dying
It's funny that one can do anything one sets one's mind to do
That if you dream it you can build it
That anything is possible when you have faith
I wanted to fly away on the wind like a maple seed with wings
I wanted to be happy but I feared I was dying
I didn't want to die and I didn't want to lose my transient form
energies shifting in and out of being
They say the body is but a vehicle for the spirit
That all good things are just a matter of time
I told you that I loved you and I meant it with my whole heart
May it be enough wind to fill the sails and carry me home
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
"Poem to my Husband Who Does Not Exist"
I sent you a little treat today like a fruitcake in foil
I sent you the little creek I played beside as a child
We held hands and wandered along the riverbank
Watching butterflies blue ones careening in and out of the sunlight
I felt a peace come to me and I decided to get better
that getting well may be the only thing left for me to do
It was a sad moment, surrender, shen all you want to do is cry
so you hold one another in ravaged arms that are afraid
disparity and desperation coursing through the blood

Noone knows where the road may lead
Where One day leads on into the next
My little creek of trickling rainwater
Is coursing through my heart like the blood in my veins
You put your arms around me with a tender smile
A hope I can do anything with your arms around me
Because Lord knows we have Such a long way to go

A long way to go and many moons to survive
There is alot of cabbage and cauliflower that needs to be snacked on
There are alot of lonely days to trudge through
The autumn ruffles my hair and I feel as though I can go on
Lord knows I'll do my best to get there

And in the coming days I'll nurse thee well
Like a slow cloud rolling along the horizon
Things effervescent transient moving into and out
of being like a waking dream or some hope
that has quietly been transformed into an audible prayer
and tinkles like little bells all along the horizon
in fits of sound
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
"Listening"
I buried my fists into my pockets and looked up to the sky
As though no answer would ever come
As though something flying though the air would never land
The dormant world lay waiting for a signal
A sign a reason to begin the world lay still under the wide open sky
listening for eternity to break free through the abyss of sound
listening for some angel trumpet to harken from the horiaon
for a drum beating in the deep or a horror to cry out in the night
listening for an answer in the night poised like a hair trigger
listening like the pricked back ears of a snowshoe hair
I lay back into autumn leaves and opened my heart and listened
just like everything else I jusr stilled my mind and listened
then we were all listening together like one heart and one mind
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

Tuesday, November 7, 2017

I was thinking about what it means to Fly Away and I realized that maybe,
 I like being alone more than I know.  That maybe being alone makes me happy.  That I am happier alone.  That my home is fine without anybody in it.  I would like to fly into the sun and become something altogether new.
Something the world has never seen.  Something I can hold my head high about.  I've been drug down so low.
Being free means I would have to remarry or live alone.  I want to live alone until I find the right person.  The tears didn't come this time.  Instead, I just hated him.  Hated him, and wanted to be alone.  Alone where I can hear myself think.  Alone where I can find some decent peace.  I may well be alone for a very long time.
This time, I am going to marry a rich man.  And I'm never going to go hungry again.  He is going to buy me all the comforts of a home that I've so dearly longed for.  He doesn't have to be beautiful.  Just a good man, a man I can love.  I am looking for someone who thinks I am pretty.  Someone with money.  Someone I can have children with.  Someone to pay all the bills.  Because I have had it up to my life with people who can't help me.  I'm going to marry a man who will provide for me...And I'm never going to go hungry again!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.////

Friday, November 3, 2017

"For The Children"
Alot of Bad People Are Standing On The Graves Of The Little Children and Stomping around and trampling down the grass and being mean and telling them they can't do the things they need to do in order to survive.  "You can't do this" "You can't do that, either" Ugh.  Rules and laws are restrictive and cruel.  Without opportunities to grow the world will die.  Everyone will die.  If we don't protect the Ones Who Need Protection and stand up for the Ones that Need to be Stood Up For-- the less fortunate, the weak, the hungry and poor and sick.
In short, there are alot of bullies trampling down the everyday people.  There needs to be a change, or we are all going to die of starvation and poverty.
There are the humblest and meekest people working so hard right now to make the world a better place!  All around.  There are people cleaning the toilets with toothbrushes!  I've never seen this before.  There are people trying to feed themselves.  People trying to stay warm.  People working for "the man".  We are being abused and spit on.  The world is old and decrepit like an elderly person and this elderly person is being enslaved by a young white rich man with no regard for human dignity.  There is nothing sadder. The beating of the elderly is what threw Moses Over The Edge when he saw the elderly people being enslaved.  Old people deserve respect.  The old people need assistance.  Moses saw the egyptians beating their slaves and he prayed so hard the civilization of Egypt was crumbled to rubble.  They were tired and sick and moses showed them a Better Way.  Led them Out of Captivity.
Thank You
Caroline Sullivan
"Opportunity"
What The World- the Economy, The Market, the People, The Land-- what they need, is Opportunities To Grow.  We need, for one thing, a Free Market where absolutely Anyone can sell and buy goods.  Free Trade.  Opportunity.  Everyone, regardless of things discrimination prohibits, must be allowed to participate.  Everyone.  Children too.  All the people must be allowed to help, or there will be a stagnation in everything.  The world can't grow if it isn't allowed to shed dead matter and grow new abilities.  To learn new things.  Start something new.  Grow a business.  Open the doors of the public libraries.  Start a school.  Write a new book.  Hand out money to everyone to stimulate growth.
This country is in a position that it could thrive and grow if we pumped enough money into the economy.  Everybody wants to heal.  Badly.  We all need a little incentive to keep ourselves going.  Some people need more than others.  Everybody needs help.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
"Help"
When People Need Help, They Really Need Help.
I look all around me and I see-- alot of Pain.  Alot of suffering. alot.  There are people who need help all around.  There are people within my sphere who need help.  Alot of people are dying of sadness!
Alot of people I love are in alot of Pain, and I'm trying to help them.
My father is in Agony right now, and I cannot figure out how to help him.  He is very unhappy.  I try to think about things that will make him feel better, but I don't have any money.  If I had money I could buy the comforts my family needs.  But I don't have any money.  That's really why they're Unhappy.  We all need some money.  We need some money.  All of us.
So... I think to myself, "What I need to do is go Out into the World and Find Some Money."
So I go out and I look.  I get on the internet and look for places I can make money.
I knock on doors and hope they will open.  They never open.  Sometimes one opportunity will let me in, and I will be allowed to grow and thrive and adapt and live and learn... and someday, I'm going to find one that will let me make money! 
I can pray.  That's all I can do. 
Jesus said "Let Me Make This Mountain a Molehill."  And it did!  I think, he told us to pray to God to make our troubles go away.... and they did.  I pray for there to be a way to make some money.  I tried to open a maid business but that beautiful little flower of hope got snuffed out by some surgeon's masks with vaccuum cleaners.  It was evil.  I thought, "Well that's wicked...." and went on with my life.  (That's all you can do!=) ^_^
So I am trying to open a door that will answer me and give me the money I need so I can feed my family.  Not just the one living in my house but my parents and grandparents, brother and sister and cousins, aunts and uncles, and close friends.  So I will get up and go out every day and try to make the world a better place.  I will continue praying and waiting to grow.  And I will continue turniung the other cheek.  That's all you can do. "No" is just a two-letter word.  And it doesn't scare me.
Like JOan of Arc Said, When you get knocked down, you just get back up and fight harder.
You fight harder.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
"Helping Others"
If You Want To Save Someone's Life, You Should Be Allowed To Do It.  It's a Basic Principle of Suffering.  Akin to the Sctripture When God Said, "Let There Be Light" in Genesis Chapter One.  God said, "Let There Be Light." And suddenly, there was light.... / light is a "way through" a darkness that needed to be penetrated and made whole and right and good again.  "where there was dark energy," "let there be light" = hope for the human race.  so when we pray for help, God is willing that we ought to recieve that help that we so earnestly seek.  You are supposed to "ask, and ye shall recieve.  Knock and the door Shall Be Opened.  Seek, and Ye Shall Find."
So, when we want to help another person in some way that would benefit them; we should not be prevented from doing so.  Flowers bloom and die.  weeds grow.  life grows and adapts and changes.  It heals.  Scabs come off.  Wars ebb and fade.  Peace comes to the mind.  Rivers change course and melt into tributaries.  Things pass away like the rivers.  This too shall pass.
So when I am trying to save a life, God Should never prevent this life from being saved.  To prevent something new from growing and adapting and changing and spreading its wings and flying away is... well, unnatural.  And the Unnatural is pretty much the Evil.
So If I look at a person and I want to help them, you ought to let me help them.  One can only feel "Powerless" for just so long.  You can stunt the growth of a great oak or fir tree for only just so long...and then it must grow up and burst the dam and become a full size tree.  It is the way of the world.  Growth and change.  You know, the universe.  the structure of it.  Don't be unnatural.  The unnatural is the nature of the disease.  If something cries out for help, you Ought to help it. "Heal"
Heal the Person you can heal.  Do what you can, where you are.  Do it today.  Do it now.  Life is ever changing.  Time passes.  If you don't do what you can, when you see the problem, then bad things will happen, the problem will grow.
So in conclusion--- If you see me trying to grow, don't ever inhibit my growth again.  I am a child of the One High God, and I am growing like every other little sunflower of tuna fish in the sea.  Let us grow.  let Life Be.  Live and Let Live.  Kill Ye Not Lest Ye Yourselves Be Killed.  So...
Don't tell me what to do.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
"Fight Even Harder"
I was very sick the other day, and so I prayed to Saint Joan of Arc.  I Thought about Her in My Heart, and I Earnestly asked Her How To Defeat whatever was Harming Onself.  She Said, "When You get Knocked down, you have to come Back Harder than Ever Before!  You have to Fight Even Harder!"
When you get knocked down, You fight even Harder.  You don't give up.  Yo keep on fighting.
Courage is the source of the divine.  If you aren't brave you won't take the chance that will save your life or get you through whatever is hurting you.  Courage is the bow in the bow and arrow.  Courage is a way of staying alive.  It is not-backing-down.  If you keep on fighting and never back down, Then
you will Eventually Win.  "Divide and Conquer" "Divided We Fall.  Together We Stand"  If we stand together as One We Will Come Together and Defeat the loss and confusion we feel.  They cannot hurt us anymore than they did.  The wild wind calls out your name.  It is whispering in the wind.  I hear it when the wind blows.  it is calling me home.  I love you like air and water and light.  I am waiting for you to come home.  Love will keep us warm on dark nights when there seems to be no answer.  It will fortify our house and protect us when we are afraid.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
"The Bow And Arrows"
The Bow and Arrows is For Me The Most Effective Way Of Praying.  You concentrate on a Bow and aim at whatever you are trying to save and sent an arrow with all of your heart,
straight into the target.
It is not a weapon.  It is a way of Praying.  You think about the person you are trying to tell how you feel, or what it is you need to say or communicate to them, and you "Send" it to them in the form of an arrow.  You can send it in the form of a Prayer or the form of a Tear.  You can Cry to get all the Pain out.  Sometimes the best form of Medicine is the art of Crying.  Tears.  You cry until you Heal.
A Bow of Arrows is Keen and Firm.  It is Strong and Precise.  It is Effortless And Sweatproof.  You Listen with your heart and you shoot.  It works every time.  Fluidity of Motion.  Effortlessness of Confidence and Ease.  Purity of Heart. The Purer your Heart Is, The Better It Works.  It's God's Way of Arming His Angels When He Sends Them Into Dark Places.
Effortless Will Move the Waves.  Fluidity of Motion Spreads out the Sea.  It Soothes the Storms and Calms the Waves.  It also heals disease.  It will heal you.  It will heal anyone who Hopes for it.
Hope is an effortless energy.  It floats through the air like music and lands like a butterfly on the heart of the one you love.  It is the answer when there is no Way Out.
You Don't Have To Be a particularly Good Person.  In fact, you can be a terrible Person!  That is why Jesus Christ is so great.  You see, He Forgave us when he Died.  So that we can come home.
Jesus Knew the art of Motion.  He Spent Thirty years of his life listening to the Cosmos with all of his heart.  His Parents Must Have Been Something.
He Knew The Ways of the Changing Seasons.  He Understood the Laws Of Motion and the Storms at Sea.  He Understood the art Of Virtue Like a Great Craftsman.  He Was an Artist of the Heart.
He Taught the World How To Use Goodness as an Art to Cast Out Evil.  Goodness is an art.  It takes concentration and practice.
Anybody can do it.  Anywhere, anytime.  You don't have to have a good or bad track record.  The most so-called "terrible people" can do it.  anyone can do it.  It Just takes faith and hope.  Faith is Hope.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
I Reached A Point In My Life When All I Felt or seemed to feel Was Pain, and
I Was Sure I Could Not Go On.  It Was Then At My Worst and most excruciating Points,
That I Earnestly Prayed To God For Help.  At First I Didn't Get An Answer.  For Days and weeks There didn't seem to be enough.  But The Miracle is that, When You learn to "Walk By Faith Alone" "Though Seeing We Do Not Percieve and Hearing We Do Not Hear" as Jesus Told us about in the Bible,
If you can let Go of all the Physical limitations and extractions and distractions and just walk by Pure Faith, You Will Be Healed of Whatever You Are Going Through, and You Will Get Better.  Medicine isn't what Heals Us.  It's thought.  Specifically Prayer.  When We Are Sick We Pray to The Divine Lifesource to Protect Us and Heal Us, and He Does.  Cancer is a "Black" energy that can be cleansed by the Purity of Faith.  Demons can Be Cast Out With Pure and Simple Faith.  (A Good Deal of Courage Will Help you Get Though whatever you are facing!)  The Art of Healing is an Art of Praying.
So I was stuck in my life.  I was very sick.  I prayed and God put Building Blocks in front of my feet for me to step on even though I was crossing over A Chasm of Pure Cruel Thin Air.  I was completely Certain that I was going to Die.  I Prayed to God and Had Faith. This Path Was made of Faith.  It was made where there was no path before.  Terminal is terminal.  They say you can't survive.  They say you have to die.  But you don't!
You concentrate.  When you find out you concentrate your heart on the thing the energy or physical sickness, the "black energy" or "Darkness" that is making you sick.  You hone all your love and creative energy into telling the person trying to help you, exactly Where,
Where,
That Problem is.  It may be your heart.  It may be your body.  Either way, God wants to heal you.  You simply "Pray" for it to go away.  You may need physical help.  Like Medicine.  Or a removal of some tissue that was making you sick.  If you concentrate your Heart and your Hope and your Prayers on Feeling the energy and "Getting it out of you" You Will Be O.K.
Thank You,
Caroline Sullivan
Prayer is Simple and Kind.  It is To Earnestly Ask The Source of the Divine for Help.
You Close Your Eyes and Focus your mind and control your self and earnestly ask God to Help you.
It can be anything.  Doing the Laundry.  If you ask God to Please leave a washer and dryer open for you at the laundromat, He Will Do So.  If He Doesn't, try again next time.  But don't stop going.  And don't give up.  Prayer is a Way of Life.  You Earnestly and Gently Press Forward In Spite Of Negative Energy.  You have Faith in God That There Will Be A Way, and The Doors Will Open For You. 
It doesn't matter what Religion You Are.  Hindu, Buddhist, Muslim-- It Doesn't Matter.  Prayer Is a positive Force that will propell you into the future carefully and effectively.  It will save your life when you feel threatened or afraid.  It will protect you.  With Prayer and Faith, You Can Go Into Any Doorways No Matter How Dark Without Fear Of Being Hurt.  You Just Have Faith And Pray To God, or Whatever You Believe To Be The Divine Creator of All Being, and He Will See You Through.
For MAny Years I have been studying the concept of Gaurdian Angels.  Guardian Spirits Who Keep Danger Away, wherever It Is Lurking.  A Gaurdian Spirits is SomeOne Who Comforts You When You Are Sick Or Afraid.  It Isn't Often A Physical Person.  But There Is Usually Somebody In Your Life That Will Help You.  It Is an Angel That Goes With You Wherever you go-Above You, Beneath You, Before You, Behind You.  Everywhere you go, This Spirit Protects you and keep you safe.  You can feel the angel's presence with you if you listen for it in your heart.
The ability to hear "Voices" is the Ability to Percieve With The Heart.  To Percieve Unseen Truths That Were Before Unseen.  Intuition,. Perception.  If you can listen to the "Still, Small Voice Within You", Then Anyone can hear Voices.  It is a Discovery For The Ages.
A Way To Percieve Unseen and undetectable sensory input that is completely unknown to modern science.  You simply listen to the "Can You Sing With All The Colors Of The Wind?" From Disney's Pocahontas.  Jesus taught us about "The Comforter" "The Still Small Voice" Also Known as the Voice Of The Holy Spirit.  That's What it is.  It is a realm we don't know about.  It Can Be Tapped, Seen Listened to, Thought about, felt, or dreamed.  You cannot reach it with the five senses you have in your pyhsical abilities.  You Have to use your heart.
You have to "Listen" to the world around you.  Not Necessarily to Hear with your unhearing Ear; but to hear with the Ear that Hears Emotions and Colors and Music and Dreams; That Is, The Heart.  The Heart is a listening tool.  It is not the thing that beats in your chest.  That is just a muscle in your body! 
The Heart Loves.  It Loves with all its heart.  It is the part that feels Pain or Sorrow Or Guilt or Fear.
And It Is Also The Part That Prays. 
If you Pray with your Heart, you will find inner Peace in your life and live a long time.  You will also be safe from all things that would harm you.  Calm Your Mind, and Pray.  Thanks!
Sincerely,
Caroline Sullivan